Unintentions

Sometimes you need to take a bit of bruising in order to work things out. I guess these last two day proved that to me. I got caught up in a trap of my own making. I thought (horribly so) that I was being attacked for something I didn't do. I bit my lip and tried to make since of the conflict. After much (not so much after thinking about it) soul searching and prayer (who waited for an answer??), I wrote a letter to communicate my feelings, thinking that it was the right thing to do. There was some more conflict but after some crying and reasoning things out in my mind, I appologized and explained what I thought happened. At that point, I found out I was right after all. Appologies were made all around and the issue was resolved. I know that if I had been more patient and given my anger up to the Lord, I would have been more attentive to the warnings that I was given. I felt the need for revenge and found out that I will suffer consiquences if I do what I did.

Heavenly Father is here for a reason, to keep us upright and doing the things we promised we would do. As a weak human being, we are here to pay respect to him and to those around us. Once again, I learned that issue. Here's hoping that I remember more of what I learned and continue to do the things I must.